累、愤、乱

今天好累好累，纵使现在真的很累很累，累到我甚至在课室里躺下便躺了一个小时而浑然不觉。（深深觉得很对不起那一堂课的老师，绝对没有不敬或冒犯之处，只不过身心都累了）

可是再累再累，回到家的第一刻，洗好澡，第一件事所要做的不是补眠！！而是在部落格留下几笔让我深深地留下这一天的记忆，不管当作是教训也好，又或者是发泄也好……

昨晚一整夜没有睡，对于我这个夜猫子，其实真的没什么大不了。不过昨天一整夜没睡的原因，是因为半夜才得知今天要呈堂的程序都弄错了，必须改再改，而我们的呈堂时间就是在一大清早早上八时，根本没有时间做出任何整理。没有办法之下，想出了解决方法，可是因为一切一切没能在我掌握当中，那感觉真的怪不好受的。完完全全就是因为那位所谓的老师，没有通知我们程序该如何，上个星期四悄悄把它上载到wble,也不通知我们这种做学生的。如果不是我们其中一名组员这么巧去游览，今天肯定凸槌地更严重。这一点算，可能真的是我们身为学生的，应该随时留意相关消息。

今早终于一切一切还算蛮顺利，至少都照自己所拟定地进行。可是不可思议的，那所谓的老师，竟然一直在挑剔我们！！！！一开始我们只是media group,host group才是重点，可是她只说我们错什么错什么。对方完全一句都没说（他们又不见得多好）。到我们是host group的时候，明明我觉得我们那组表现得最好，她竟然还可以也只挑剔我们，然后对media group却只字不提。摆到明只针对我们来给所谓的comment.有必要做到这样吗？？？以前就知道他针对我们，我都不介意了，可是这一个是一个呈堂表现诶，她怎么可以按着良心，竟然不说我们的优点，却只在鸡蛋里挑骨头????我真的忍无可忍了～我这几个月的修行，努力的忍忍忍，今天真的不行了！忍耐也是有限度的！！！！你他妈的给我去种你的菜，去看你的烹饪书学煮菜，不要在这里误人之弟，丢人现眼！！我为你感到羞耻！！！！你有本事就把我们都当掉，我大不了再重读这科！！！但是我也会想办法让你丢掉饭碗，然后给你备受别人质疑，让你永无宁静之日！！！！

没想到今时今日，还有人可以比那臭婆娘厉害，功力百倍千倍地把我惹火……算你狠！！！没关系！！从这一刻起，我会告诉自己像你这种小人，就是让我成长的动力。要是哪一天我对着你也能够毫无情绪，视你为玻璃，我才算是功力深厚。现在的我，只怪自己功力不够深厚，这么轻易的被你激怒。这一刻起，黄培宜不会再被此人激怒！！！冷静地看待所有事……只要任何一切与此人有关，我都视若无睹！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Station 1

今晚上去了 Station 1 ，听了驻唱歌手，结果爱上了现场听驻唱的感觉。当然前提还是要歌手是唱到好听啦。很幸运的，这一次第一次听驻唱就听到了很好听的歌手，所以留下很好的印象。以上就是两位驻唱歌手，我光明正大的拍的哦。帅哥加美女……实在是一绝。

一进到去，第一手听到的歌，就是温岚的同手同脚。好听到……没有话讲。帅哥更是一流，吉他键盘样样精，歌声也好听。最好笑的是，我临走前，帅哥明明唱着歌，结果他停下来跟我说拜拜。哈哈哈哈哈哈……满不好意思的啦，全场的人都看着。可能是因为他知道我是特地去听歌的吧。嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻……真希望还有机会看到他们的演唱。我相信我会爱上去那里了。

好期待下一次的XX ……嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻……

Cafe...ing

很久很久以前，就一直在向往一个人，在一间小小的咖啡馆，点了曲奇与咖啡，慢慢品尝之余，然后开着电脑，构思文章。现在……算是第一次完成或成真？虽然不是咖啡馆，虽然身旁没有曲奇与咖啡，替换的是冰酸梅柠檬与意大利面。可是的确是一个人，尝试在这样的环境写一篇文章。一个人静静的坐着，观察着四周，今天似乎没有什么人，平常可是满满的。除了我之外，今天只有两座人。可能每个人都在这美好的周末出去逛逛，或是难得的周末选择在家好好休息。这里的人们生活节奏都太赶了。匆匆忙忙的，一天二十四小时，似乎仅仅够用，少一分或一秒也不行。

星期四去看了2012，一部灾难片，而且很真实的灾难片。我相信没有人看了是无动于衷的。场面真实，对话感人。从以前到现在都相信会有世界末日，只不过现在才觉得世界末日似乎比想象中还要接近。以前总是觉得是很久很久以后的事情，现在总觉得近在眼前。除了是这部戏的影响外，其实也是因为这一年来的天灾连连……风灾，海啸，地震……以前发生的频率是几年一次，现在呢……到一年几次。所以说，地球在抱怨及警告也不无道理。事情总会发生，不过人类能做的事情？没有，唯一的，可能就是好好的珍惜现在的一切，每一天都好好地过。

还有其他主题是想写的，所以世界末日就写到这吧，不想让世界末日破坏了我现在的好兴致………………^^

Finally.....

Finally what??? Finally can online. Yes,have 1 week didn't online at home. Only can online at school. What happen??? The p1 wymax really damn suck!!!! I'm totally regret now for using the p1. After this month I will change..either maxis or digi.. whatever!!!! I'm sure that must be better than p1... Anyone of here.. trust me!!! Don't use p1 anymore.... Cut it cut it cut it!!!! Cut P1!!!!!!!!! Add on the damn shit advertisment.. P1 really have a bad names in Malaysia right now i think. Ok... Fine.. after this month all will be settle down ( i think and hope so ).

Today consider a good day??? Today is our dear May Yi birthday. Yes,we go red box celebrating with her and I think she really quite touching. I wonder is because of the present??? Hahahahaha.... Anyway,just hope all her wishes can come true and of course find her white horse prince ASAP. hehehehehe... Actually I'm sick today but still need to attend it,then can see so how we sayang her liao la.. May Yi big day wo.. Who dare???? hahahaha... No more who care to her today... But will be continue on "who care" next week.

The school has started 3 weeks. Is it have learn something??? Not really... Compare to last sem courses,this sem subjexts are more tough and tough.

1.Management Studies
2.Fundemental of Marketing
3.Sociology
4.Mass Communication
5.Web Page Design
6.Writting in Business

Yes,6 subjects al of it. And all of it need to keep on memorising. I'm wonder is it my memory in brain now is enough usage for it or not??? Haiz....

Now... New sem and new teachers. This sem teachers consider good or bad??? erm... no comment I think. Some of it maybe very good but some of it really damn shit. Last time i say so i won't write the teacher's name out as I don't want to put it in my blog. But i really need to compalin her very very much!!! I think she really the most teacher i hate for this moment. Compare to the others I hate before,this one really the most most most most I hate liao. She just came this week and replacing our beloved teacher Miss Leesa. Once she came in our class,we still ok ok.. but once she start talking.. Oh My GOD!!!! Her sound is damn not nice.. ok.. This maybe is just takdir la,can't change de. But she still feel proud of it ( I think ). The way she talk really pride enough.Never and ever met a teacher like this before. Then when she are teaching,she is as fast as rocket but not only aeroplane. Then the funniest part and I really beh tahan her is:that day lecture is quite a lot,and sherush like rocket,this part maybe I can understand. Then 2 hours lecture from 1000am to 1200pm,until almost 1110 then she ALMOST finish. ALMOST here mean she left one slide only,and that slide is just answer and let us to copy down of it. Then what she say this time is :"Let's take a break for 10 minutes." What the hell are she doing huh??? Why don't she just finish that part as just use 5 minutes and then let us go??? Then she going out for break. What did I do is, I go in fornt the computer and press the next slide out,then all the people is copying the answer down. All the people having the same thinking. I really hate this!!!!
I think there is no more motivation to let me go for the class early in the morning on Tuesday. Haiz...

The mid term is coming soon again.. Hope so can score it nicely... Be smart and be tough lo Wendy... :)