再一次体验到生命的脆弱。今天下午与表姐去探望另外一个表姐的孩子，也就是我的……侄子？嗯～也许吧，基本上我不是很懂得分外甥与侄子。是相同的吗？他是一个八岁的孩子，可是他有血癌。这几天他又在住院，因为要定时换药。在他的生活里，除了医院，就是家里。医生不让他外出。而且的确现在的细菌真的是满天飞。普通的孩子都容易受到感染，更何况是一个生病的孩子？
躺在医院的感受应该不好受吧。不过至少他父母都日夜陪着他。毕竟他才八岁，总不可能一个人在医院过夜吧……不过可怜的，也不只是他，还是他的父母。明明很担心自己的孩子，可是在孩子面前，不能表现出悲哀，只能很开心地哄他喝水，吃饭，吃药等等……为的只是确保他此时此刻的健康。担心他受感染，发烧……这个真的是得长期作战。要是我的话，我有八岁大的孩子得到此病，我会否有如此能耐支持下去呢？这么小就有这样的病，身为父母的可以怎样？？唉～
除了我的侄子之外，我还在同一楼看到了其他病房的孩子。大部分也是蛮严重的。甚至刚才有一个突然间休克，眼睛翻白，全身抽筋，差一点就挨不过去了。那时候，他的父母又刚好不在身边，应该是这么巧走开买东西或之类的。还是隔壁床的人发现，幸好最后还是没事。
今天是开斋节第一天，可是医院还是那么多人。因为病不会因为佳节就复原。看着有些马胞穿着身光颈靓的，还是免不了有那么一丁点儿同情他们。
自己之前也是有住过医院，不过那时就没有人陪我过夜了。当时也没有想象中的可怕，只不过睡不着就是真的。可能是有一个靓仔医生在巡病房吧。所以我也比较定，没有很怕的感觉。那个医生真的很不错一下。哈哈哈哈～～如果回到去斗湖真的那么有缘在那么短短的十五天遇到他，我就跟他拿电话！！！哈哈哈哈！！ There is always a risk to love!!! Be yourself and go ahead!! Cheers Up~~ ^^
Sunday, September 20, 2009
LOVE
Well,this is my second post in english!! It's still sounds good. hahahhah~~ Wao,it's amazing. This few day i'm really fall in love to english ( i think ). I just finish watched one movie : Sex and The City !!! It's really damn nice movie. But i think that is not suitable to those who are under 18. haha~~ You know what i mean !!
LOVE,yes as my topic.. It's always a risk for u to love. When u get married,it still a risk for you. But is it without love n married the other things is not a risk for you? Come on guys,you are also taking a risk when you are sitting in front of computer and reading my blog.. Who knows there won't be an aeroplane accidently land on your roof?? hahaaha~ Everyone is taking the risk to live in this world. So.... COME ON.. Lets live because of risk !! ( What a weird conclusion ) Anyway,just be you and go for it without keep thinking of 'those' risk.
It's seems so happy for me today.. What's going on huh? Well,i've to tell you !!! i passed my suck computer studies final exam. Well,here the word pass doesn't mean i will not going to retake this subject. It's just mean that i had taken this subject. haha~ see,the weakness for using english because i need keep on explaining to avoid misunderstanding. hahahaha~
Now,i still have 2 subject to go on. It is ACCOUNTING and CHINESE STUDIES. The people who know me well maybe will think of this two subjects actually don't mean anything to me. But i'm sorry to tell you that it is also a tough job to me at here. You know why? The first thing is the accounting is not only include the calculation,but it has also include the treory part which have to memories and it costs me 25 marks!!! What the hxxx are that. I don't think so the people who can memories all the treory can be a accountant. The mainpoint is calculation what!!! How come those theory cost 25 marks and you need to write it all the defination and don't have any choices of it?? Mean that if i get all correct in calculation it also only 75 marks. Can you imagine of that??
Now,come to the chinese studies part. It has already mention to you it is not only chinese but a studies add on it. Mean you need to study all about the chinese and include all the chinese history thing with it. We need to memories what has the Libai and Dufu had wrote. And also all others people that is very sucess in the chinese history but the main point is i don't know them at all!!! Why is it i need to study them?? It makes me think about the form six life !!! Is it after study n know all of their poem then i know how to write a poem?? It is just a copycat alright?? It 's a kind of plagiarism alright?? Alright,although i'm complaining all of this here,but i know i'm still loving this two subject actually.hahahha~ It's a good way for you to write it out all the complaning or else one day you will get a big BOOM in your body!!! hahahah~
Okie,finish my sharing and my complaning~~ Have a nice day then!!! ^^
LOVE,yes as my topic.. It's always a risk for u to love. When u get married,it still a risk for you. But is it without love n married the other things is not a risk for you? Come on guys,you are also taking a risk when you are sitting in front of computer and reading my blog.. Who knows there won't be an aeroplane accidently land on your roof?? hahaaha~ Everyone is taking the risk to live in this world. So.... COME ON.. Lets live because of risk !! ( What a weird conclusion ) Anyway,just be you and go for it without keep thinking of 'those' risk.
It's seems so happy for me today.. What's going on huh? Well,i've to tell you !!! i passed my suck computer studies final exam. Well,here the word pass doesn't mean i will not going to retake this subject. It's just mean that i had taken this subject. haha~ see,the weakness for using english because i need keep on explaining to avoid misunderstanding. hahahaha~
Now,i still have 2 subject to go on. It is ACCOUNTING and CHINESE STUDIES. The people who know me well maybe will think of this two subjects actually don't mean anything to me. But i'm sorry to tell you that it is also a tough job to me at here. You know why? The first thing is the accounting is not only include the calculation,but it has also include the treory part which have to memories and it costs me 25 marks!!! What the hxxx are that. I don't think so the people who can memories all the treory can be a accountant. The mainpoint is calculation what!!! How come those theory cost 25 marks and you need to write it all the defination and don't have any choices of it?? Mean that if i get all correct in calculation it also only 75 marks. Can you imagine of that??
Now,come to the chinese studies part. It has already mention to you it is not only chinese but a studies add on it. Mean you need to study all about the chinese and include all the chinese history thing with it. We need to memories what has the Libai and Dufu had wrote. And also all others people that is very sucess in the chinese history but the main point is i don't know them at all!!! Why is it i need to study them?? It makes me think about the form six life !!! Is it after study n know all of their poem then i know how to write a poem?? It is just a copycat alright?? It 's a kind of plagiarism alright?? Alright,although i'm complaining all of this here,but i know i'm still loving this two subject actually.hahahha~ It's a good way for you to write it out all the complaning or else one day you will get a big BOOM in your body!!! hahahah~
Okie,finish my sharing and my complaning~~ Have a nice day then!!! ^^
Thursday, September 17, 2009
ENGLISH
This is the first time i use english to post my blog. As you know i'm so deep love to use chinese to express feeling. Then what is it make me to do this different and try to make a different? I read a someone's blog yesterday and all of it is in english.. I like the way she express and the photo somemore.. Although i'm still on the way for reading her blog ( It is quite a lot and i can't afford to read it once time,it will make me dizzy otherwise ),but i will try my best to read it all from the beginning. I promise!!
So,what is the feeling for using the english in my blog?? Erm... how to say?? Is weird? Fun? I don't know,but what i really know is i try not to use any short form like u,duno,yst,bt and so on.... It is quite a tough work for me as we have use to it in chatting on msn,msn or facebook. Well,is another feeling when i'm using english to express my feeling and it is quite fun actually. I think i never know that one day i will use english to update my blog,and i do it now. Beside of the influence by reading the blog,i think much possible is because all of the subject i've taken now is teaching in english exclude chinese studies of cause. Well,is it a tough work for me? YES of cause,as u know,i only get use in chinese,and now i need to say english and english all the time when comes to the presentation. Luckily i think i have done a quite good job on it especially in the subject of PUBLIC SPEAKING AND COMMUNICATION. Well done for it Wendy!!
Unfortunately,today is the first time i use english to express and also the first time i'm feeling HATE economic.Yes,today is my economic final exam,and i can say it is worse enough,I don't know what i have done today. The only part that i feel satisfy is only the calculation part but also the problem comes is i can't ensure that i will get full mark on it?? What a mess feeling. Will i retake my economic?? Will I...Will I....Will I.....? Who knows??? It is all depends to the GOD at this moment.
Besides,i've taken my english exam on monday. Is it ok?? What i can say is it is not quite hard for me,but the worse part is i've wrote 700 something words in my essay part. So what is the problem now is there have mention there you have to write ABOUT 350 words. Yes,the word about make me confuse. At first i didn't read the tittle properly,so i thought that is NOT LESS THAN 350 words,but who knows after that just realised is about 350 words. So will teacher just stop reading after she reach the 350 words,and cancel all of the point after the 350 words? Will she... Will she... Will she...? Well,i have written much more than that is doesn't mean that my english is good,but it is because of i'm writting a story about it,so when it add on all the dialogue and also my feeling inside,it comes to 700 something words. Haiz~~~
Now the much tough part is coming: Computer Studies. I will taking my computer studies on the day after tomorrow. What will it happen??? Will it die as economic?? * touch wood * I hope so it can go on smoothly although i know it is quite hard for me because it is the subject that i hate most in semester one in UTAR. So please don't destroy,is just a hope what?? Just let it be ok?? Now,what i'm trying to comfort myself is i can going back very soon after all my examination have done. So....just do your best Wendy,ok??? After that you can go back Tawau and have a rest and fight for semester two. ( Will i sucessfully take my semester 2.. Will i be retake any subject in semester one?? ) CHOI!!!! TOUCH WOOD!!!! Please STOP scaring yourself Wendy,it is a kind of systematic desensitation,and you know that it is not good for you as what you have learn in public speaking. Haiz~~~
Well,now the fact is i'm quite satisfy that using the english to express..
Well,maybe it is a way to improve my English Language.. I hope so.
Will I update my blog by using english all the time start from now??
NO of cause,i'm sure that i will using chinese back when the spirit comes...^^
( Anyone of you can leave comment if you realise any of grammar error or spelling error.. I know i'm not good enough in english. Thank you.... )
So,what is the feeling for using the english in my blog?? Erm... how to say?? Is weird? Fun? I don't know,but what i really know is i try not to use any short form like u,duno,yst,bt and so on.... It is quite a tough work for me as we have use to it in chatting on msn,msn or facebook. Well,is another feeling when i'm using english to express my feeling and it is quite fun actually. I think i never know that one day i will use english to update my blog,and i do it now. Beside of the influence by reading the blog,i think much possible is because all of the subject i've taken now is teaching in english exclude chinese studies of cause. Well,is it a tough work for me? YES of cause,as u know,i only get use in chinese,and now i need to say english and english all the time when comes to the presentation. Luckily i think i have done a quite good job on it especially in the subject of PUBLIC SPEAKING AND COMMUNICATION. Well done for it Wendy!!
Unfortunately,today is the first time i use english to express and also the first time i'm feeling HATE economic.Yes,today is my economic final exam,and i can say it is worse enough,I don't know what i have done today. The only part that i feel satisfy is only the calculation part but also the problem comes is i can't ensure that i will get full mark on it?? What a mess feeling. Will i retake my economic?? Will I...Will I....Will I.....? Who knows??? It is all depends to the GOD at this moment.
Besides,i've taken my english exam on monday. Is it ok?? What i can say is it is not quite hard for me,but the worse part is i've wrote 700 something words in my essay part. So what is the problem now is there have mention there you have to write ABOUT 350 words. Yes,the word about make me confuse. At first i didn't read the tittle properly,so i thought that is NOT LESS THAN 350 words,but who knows after that just realised is about 350 words. So will teacher just stop reading after she reach the 350 words,and cancel all of the point after the 350 words? Will she... Will she... Will she...? Well,i have written much more than that is doesn't mean that my english is good,but it is because of i'm writting a story about it,so when it add on all the dialogue and also my feeling inside,it comes to 700 something words. Haiz~~~
Now the much tough part is coming: Computer Studies. I will taking my computer studies on the day after tomorrow. What will it happen??? Will it die as economic?? * touch wood * I hope so it can go on smoothly although i know it is quite hard for me because it is the subject that i hate most in semester one in UTAR. So please don't destroy,is just a hope what?? Just let it be ok?? Now,what i'm trying to comfort myself is i can going back very soon after all my examination have done. So....just do your best Wendy,ok??? After that you can go back Tawau and have a rest and fight for semester two. ( Will i sucessfully take my semester 2.. Will i be retake any subject in semester one?? ) CHOI!!!! TOUCH WOOD!!!! Please STOP scaring yourself Wendy,it is a kind of systematic desensitation,and you know that it is not good for you as what you have learn in public speaking. Haiz~~~
Well,now the fact is i'm quite satisfy that using the english to express..
Well,maybe it is a way to improve my English Language.. I hope so.
Will I update my blog by using english all the time start from now??
NO of cause,i'm sure that i will using chinese back when the spirit comes...^^
( Anyone of you can leave comment if you realise any of grammar error or spelling error.. I know i'm not good enough in english. Thank you.... )
Sunday, September 6, 2009
水
水，说真的是一个蛮特别的东东。 水：无形、无色、无味。
无形的水，可融入各种情况。圆形、三角形、四方形……
无色的水，可加入任何颜色。黑色、粉蓝色、浅紫色……
无味的水，可添入任何味道。咸的、辛辣的、苦涩的……
水，存在于各种形式。水：固体、液体、气体。
固体的水，是只能存在于一个温度。
液体的水，是可存在于大多数温度。
气体的水，是存在于你我看不见的国度。
水，可以寓意着任何东西。 水：心情、人生、女人。
水，随着形与物在变化着。
心情，随着人与事在起伏着。
水，不断在漩涡与风浪中打滚。
人生，不断地在困难与障碍中奋斗。
水，平静时惹人怜，生气时刻翻天覆地。
女人，平静时笑脸满面，翻脸是一哭二闹三上吊。
你说 “水” 特别吗？
无形的水，可融入各种情况。圆形、三角形、四方形……
无色的水，可加入任何颜色。黑色、粉蓝色、浅紫色……
无味的水，可添入任何味道。咸的、辛辣的、苦涩的……
水，存在于各种形式。水：固体、液体、气体。
固体的水，是只能存在于一个温度。
液体的水，是可存在于大多数温度。
气体的水，是存在于你我看不见的国度。
水，可以寓意着任何东西。 水：心情、人生、女人。
水，随着形与物在变化着。
心情，随着人与事在起伏着。
水，不断在漩涡与风浪中打滚。
人生，不断地在困难与障碍中奋斗。
水，平静时惹人怜，生气时刻翻天覆地。
女人，平静时笑脸满面，翻脸是一哭二闹三上吊。
你说 “水” 特别吗？
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