三月结

原来已经三月三十一日。不知不觉三月就这样过去了? 预期应该发生的事，并没有发生，果然只不过是胡话一番。瓶子没有天真的相信，只不过这几天就多了一个可以开玩笑的点。说也奇怪，写部落格写了这么多年，这一个月竟然是更新到最频密的一个月。似乎这一个月发生特别多事?? 并不其然，只不过这一个月多了是瓶子的日常生活，多的是为自己而写，少的是大道理，少的是为他人而写。看回去这一个月所写的，并没有什么大事（貌似），可是很多如果瓶子没有记下来，下一个星期，下一个月瓶子必定忘记的事。就好像三月十五号，原来瓶子对那件事的感觉这么深，还让自己写了下来。如果瓶子没有这么做，想必现在可能都忘记了……当然还有记下来的好处莫过于N年后再回顾，然后再痛快大笑一番自己的愚昧。再次，三月十五日的事情就能够证明，此时此刻瓶子就觉得自己干嘛对那件事那么耿耿于怀???才不过过了半个月，感受就全然不同了。哈！从emo,到瞒足，到开心，到正常，到生病……这一切好像都是一个月的循环，不断的循环。日复一日，年复一年。唉~

对于频密更新部落格这一点，是瓶子这一个月最满意的一个转变。这是唯一一直以来承诺自己然后又实现到的一次。可能很多人觉得写部落格是一件很愚蠢的事情，

费时（写一篇部落格，别人可能可以做完一个assignment）、
费钱（其实好像没有费钱hor?）、
费心思（根本没有人在看?）、
费力（打字还是需要手指力?），

但……这是一种慰藉。大多数瓶子所注重的都是心灵上的慰藉。这可不是一般星座可能明瞭的，为此瓶子替其他星座感到悲哀。哈！不管怎样，瓶子还是希望能够一直持续啦。

p/s:My love is just like a question without an answer.... *Super like*

水瓶

一直以来都觉得水瓶座是一个很特别的星座……最大的可能性当然是因为瓶子自己本身是这个星座，所以难免对它情有独钟。很多人都说：“星座这事，不能尽信”。我说：“我没有尽信，只不过参考”。 每每看星座介绍或运程，都选择相信。瓶子当然知道命运其实掌握在自己手中，不过有时候一些提示，真的足以改变你一生。

比如说：运程今天写“你今天适合和喜欢的人表白”。可能这一个人本性是懦弱胆小的，可是看了这一个后，他选择相信并付诸于行动并成功了。你瞧?? 这难道不是它的好处吗???

今天看回去之前的文章，其中一篇是关于水瓶的一切，当下当然觉得准得不得了。就把它PO上来这里，当然，现在还是觉得准得不得了。看回comment，才发现一个很可爱的问题。

“如果如果水瓶座的爱情观正如你所言，那么两个水瓶座的人相爱，是不是就天生一对，完美无瑕了？”

看了这一个问题，愣了一愣。是吗?? 从来没有想过的问题……或许吧?? 不过，两个瓶子在一起，都太了解对方，反而会没有火花吧??? 或许那一天可以研究一下，到底身边有没有两只瓶子的情侣。=)

今天的瓶子在家昏睡了一天。排除了去看医生的一个小时，剩余的时间几乎都躺在床上。瓶子娘说要飞过来，吓坏瓶子了，结果快快跑去看医生。不过似乎没什么效，至少此时此刻还是觉得……不舒服。昏睡了一天的瓶子，本该选择继续昏睡，可是身体还是不由自主地在这夜深人静的时候起身，然后坐在电脑前，唉~真的是犯贱。瓶子在想：或许瓶子的生理时钟早上才是睡眠时间，因为每每晚上就很精神，早上没睡好就累透了。如果这里上的是夜校那该有多么好?? 不过还是感谢老天爷啦，虽然瓶子是生病了，不过是今早才真的病情加剧，总算是还了瓶子的心愿啦，没在星期一病倒。哈哈哈！您果然有在听瓶子讲话horrr??? 真的不能想象要是星期一病倒的话，是怎么样的?? phew~


p/s: 真相总是多么残酷。不要懂，不想懂并不代表逃避，只不过想让自己开心一点……

Hope

This was the topic I chose in my Grammar presentation last week. We need to show our lecturer 3 pictures and talk whatever you want based on those pictures. The very first I heard this assignment, I was like…. Hmm? What assignment is this ? And the weirdest part for me is we are presenting this face to face, 1 to 1 to our lecturer. Seriously, it is like a consultation more than a presentation for me. Usually we present in front of people, but this time, I’m facing her like facing a shrink than a lecturer. Ha! How weird is it. And this really make me feel nervous and tension.

Anyway, I showed her 2 pictures of hopeless and 1 for hope. And my script only came out 1 hour before my presentation because I have really no idea how to present it 1 to 1. But I think there will be a lot , thousand of grammar mistakes because I know my English sucks and the time I spoke out .. I just ignored those past tense, present tense and whatever tense it is. Hahahah~ Who actually cares those tense right ? The main point of communication is a sender delivers a message to a receiver and the receiver understand what the message is, that’s more than enough right ? ( okie.. I know this is a lie, I just try to comfort myself in this way )

After presented the picture she will ask us few questions. At first I thought that she will only focus on the pictures and ask based on the question. Who knows at last she asked me :

“So.. Do you believe that hope still exist in our world nowadays? “

Oh my god, this question makes her more like a shrink. Hahaha ! I stunted for 2 seconds and I answered:

“yea.. of course. And bla bla bla … “

Yea yea yea.. I gave her those positive answers. I know that I’m not those kind of optimistic kid but I have to pretend that I am at that moment right ? Otherwise ? I guess no one will answer her “ NO.. I think this world is too dark nowadays ,there is no more hope exist. Everyday we open the newspaper and it shows only crime like murder, rape and disaster like earthquake and tsunami..” Is that anyone dare to tell her with this kind of answer ? I bet NO if they care about their marks. Ha!

People love to hide

People love to lie

People love to wear mask

People love to pretend

It is just because this is how we survive in this society.

They do think that we don’t know they are hiding the truth ?

They do think that we don’t know they are telling a white lie ?

They do think that we don’t know they are wearing a clown mask ?

They do think that we don’t know they are pretending to be the good one ?

We do. We do know that. We all know about that. But we are also pretending we know nothing. This is like … the people go to a newborn baby’s party , no matter how’s the baby looks like. People will just say: “Ou.. she is cute. She is beautiful. She just like an angel .“ No one will say :”how come a new born baby like a monkey ?” No offense to baby yea.. ha !

Do hope really exist ?

Do miracles really exist ?

I think it is better that people believe in themselves rather than rely to hopes or miracles.

p/s: The more you hope, more pain you gain.

一半

喝酒的伴 一起看電影的伴
早午晚餐的那個伴
朋友不能留得太晚 明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
聽懂我的笑話的伴
我的生活 只差那個人就美滿

快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯
心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻提醒我孤單

沒有想法 有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個留言安慰不了 心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔 原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我 那要不要跟我交換

快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒 我的孤單

最近常在听的一首中文歌。叮当：“一半“。
很多歌触动人心都在于歌词。文字的力量真的很大。它总是悄悄的触动你的心防……
听到这首歌的时候，就觉得歌词很不错。
可是可笑的是，让瓶子觉得最有共鸣的竟然是

“聽懂我的笑話的伴”

原来这一个因素在瓶子心目中有那么重要哦?? 哈！ =) 瓶子的成就感还是建在这么肤浅的事啊~

其次也是早午晚餐的那个伴啦……一个人用餐那种孤单，还真不是盖的难受。而且，就因为这样，让瓶子的晚餐总是不定时……唉~瓶子也懂是借口啦，不过如果有个吃饭的伴，那也就没有借口不吃或延迟啦? 对不??

p/s：听懂笑话的伴有这么难找???

骨头hang掉~

哈！这是啥无聊的题目? 有够乱七八糟的。管他啦，反正今天瓶子就是不能按牌理出章。严重的缺眠和缺水已经让瓶子失声兼脑袋瓜function 不了。 所以今天杂七乱八的都乱写进来就对了~wahahhaha~

话说，昨晚一整天没睡，都在赶assignment.没有法子啦，这么巧所有的都今天要喔~所以怎样死都要死出来啦。结果，不可思议的是，瓶子坐在那个电脑前面连续七个钟头，站起来的时候骨头瞬间hang掉，哈！都不敢乱动哦，怕等下不小心折到就不好了。（不是只有男生的腰才重要的，哈！）然后等了几分钟，才敢走来走去。吓死我了~真的不行这样的坐姿对着电脑哦，伤腰伤肩伤身体。嗯~绝对不可以有第二次了！！

去到学校，八点到十一点的课，我大概只在里面呆了……十五分钟??

八点二十分，就远离那可怕的课室了。一夜未眠，还要坐在椅子上那么久，瓶子真的会疯掉。结果就走去另外一栋block：PC block跟senior拿回俺那可怜的pendrive.话说是因为昨天不小心漏在桌子了，幸好她们帮我拿了。哈！差点又弄丢了我亲爱的小白君。（ 谢谢咯翠茹妹，她应该看不到这。哈！没关系，瓶子有亲口道谢了）没错啦，我我叫她妹，可是却是我的senior.唉~好奇怪这一个感觉。还真的不是很喜欢senior/junior这个称呼。哈！

然后去车拿眼睛。其实本身不是很喜欢戴眼镜，因为戴了眼镜，所有的一切都变得好清楚，没了朦胧美。哈！没有啦~只不过很多事不需要看得太清楚，因为太清楚反而看到不好的一面。朦胧又何尝不好??是不?可是最近都不戴不行啦，黑眼圈可怕到~吓人哦！眼镜对瓶子的功能不是让视线清楚，而是要拿来遮瑕的啊！哈哈哈哈~

然后因为七个小时的坐姿，让瓶子的腰杆实在酸的不行。所以今天一直来来回回从PF block 走到PC block.. hahahaha ~ 至少在一个钟头内走了……六次? 拿东西，还东西，上厕所（PF明明有厕所，却偏偏走去另外一栋上，哈！）hahaha~瓶子一坐下来就想睡了啦，不走路舒缓一下，我看真的是随便靠什么都睡着了~ 辛苦啦瓶子的朋友们，一直被瓶子拉去这里那里。嘿嘿嘿嘿~

最可笑的是，十一点回去准备上第二堂课的时候，一进大门就看到我们那克兰迪小姐拿着一个拖把匆匆忙忙地走向课室。我还在想：她该不会要上演什么巫婆骑拖把上天之类的戏码吧?? 结果瓶子一进到课室，就听到一组人惊讶声。原来是她倒翻了瓶子的水瓶。我只记得我站在课室门口，然后全部眼定定地看着我，看我有啥反应。天啊~我的形象还是那么糟吗?? 会为了那水壶大发雷霆?? T.T 最好笑的是听到冰冰说：“本来还想神不知鬼不觉地帮你装回水去，结果你就进来了，就急忙忙地把水壶放回原位。” 哈哈哈哈~冰冰啊，你还是那么好笑啊~
这个就是让瓶子今天严重缺水的原因啦~嗯~~~~

唉～这一个周末没有很好过啊～

至瓶子亲爱的身体：请您让瓶子多任性几天。然后就好好对待您老人家了，好吗?您可别在这一个时候出啥乱子哦~ =) 身边太多人都生病了（祝福他们^^）

p/s: 啊~多么期待星期一的来临~ 期待期待ing ~（少有吧?)

毛龟

熟悉瓶子的人应该都懂瓶子有只毛龟。 顾名思义，它就是因为有毛又是龟，所以瓶子取它为毛龟。

前几个晚上，瓶子盯着它，突然觉得它在抱怨了。

毛龟：“你怎么帮我取那么难听的名?? 搞得每个人都在取笑我……我不理啦，我要换名。”

瓶子：“你本身有毛，又是乌龟，不叫毛龟叫什么??” ( 无奈的看着它)

毛龟：“我不管啦！我要换名！！！”

瓶子：（沉思良久……）好呗，那……叫你龟毛好了? 好不??

结果毛龟似乎和瓶子冷战了。=)

p/s:原来你是这样想的……就这样?? 原来……
从来没有试过，在写着应该是好笑的东西时，却完全没有笑意。

无奈（三）

哇~这一次竟然是第三次写这一个题目。
难以置信呗??

而且瓶子还很记得上两次都是同一个人留言滴~哈哈哈哈~这一次会不会又是那么巧??

瓶子好无奈哦~怎么每一次都发生一样的事???

虽然是说是极有可能会发生，只不过~嗯~唉~不懂怎样讲~

现在才发现，原来瓶子无奈的时候，亦代表词穷的时候。

难怪无奈的文章都那么短~

p/s: I want a hug hug ~ Muahahha~

分享（续集）

昨天所有的一切好像都发生的不在计划当中。所有的一切都是临时动议的~哈！比如，突然的去唱歌了（本来应该是做功课的）、又突然的决定来我家睡。这一种潇洒的生活，好像在斗湖哦。因为通常这一种事只有在斗湖做得到。哈！ 所以~基本上昨天蛮开心的。就真的感觉在斗湖似的，吃、玩、聊又过了一晚。哈！

然后又听到很多原来不懂的事情，当然还有笑话。基于上一次的笑话好像很受欢迎，所以这一次就再接再厉啦！希望瓶子能够博得红颜一笑~Muahahaha~

笑话一
A: 好可怜哦，我只有三根头发。
B:没关系啦，至少可以梳辫子。
A:啊！只剩下两根头发了。
B:没关系啊，还是可以梳中间分界。
A:哎呀！ 只剩下一根了啦。
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B：嗯~还可以测风向！

（ 冰冰~你看，这一个是进阶版！！这一个才够力好笑！！！你输了！）


笑话二
这一天，天气好热好热，真的好热好热……
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结果雪糕融化了。

（ Ryan： 这一个笑话够热吗?? ）


笑话三
一天，一个青色的番茄在街上逛啊逛，
遇到一个喜欢的女番茄。
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结果它熟了。


神经病院篇
（一）
一个医生看到门口总是有个老婆婆穿着一身黑衣，拿着黑雨伞，蹲在门口。
医生为了了解病情，唯有与她打扮一样的装扮蹲在她身边。
一个月后，她终于和医生说话了。
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“ 原来，你也是蘑菇哦? ”

（二）
医生为了测试他的病人是否有康复的机会，于是想出一个测试方法。
医生在墙壁上画了一道门，并告诉病人，如有谁能够开到们走出去，就可以不用回来了。
这时候，每一个病人都冲去门那里，试图把门打开。
只有一个病人仍呆在医生旁边。
医生好开心，心想：终于有一个是正常的了。
这时，病人说：
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“他们都傻得，钥匙都在我这，他们怎么开??”

（三）
医生看到他的病人在写信，基于好奇心下，他走过去问。
医生：“你写信给谁啊?”
病人：“我写信给我自己。”
医生：“那你写些什么给你自己?”
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病人：“你有问题啊?我都还没收到，我哪里懂??”

童言童语篇
（一）
一个小孩看到妈妈肚皮上的疤痕，就问疤痕的由来。
妈妈告诉她是因为那是小女孩在肚子里面，所以要开刀拿她出来。
过了良久，小女孩沉思了后，问道：
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“那你当初为什么把我吃进肚子里面???”

（二）
小孩：“爸，地上有五块和十块，你会捡哪一张?”
爸爸：“笨小孩，当然是十块咯。”
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小孩：“爸，你很笨耶，为什么不捡两张?”

（三）
小孩：“爸，为什么别人有大房子住，我们没有?”
爸爸：“孩子，你现在起好好读书，以后长大了就有很大很大的房子住了。”
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小孩：“那……爸，为什么你小时候不好好读书?”

（四）
妈妈：“孩子，你怎么不停的哭? 怎么啦，可是有人欺负你??”
孩子：“呜呜~不是啦，妈妈~刚才爸爸用锤子的时候，捶到自己的手。”
妈妈：“傻孩子，爸爸没事的，别哭别哭~~来~笑一个”
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孩子：“我就是笑才被打的！！！！呜呜呜呜~~~”

~毕~

p/s: Do you feel what I feel ??

分享

今天在驾车的时候，想到好多好多的小故事、笑话。 都是听过，然后一直留在瓶子海马带的。

今天的雨下得好大好大，雷也打得好凶好凶。老天爷似乎真的对祂的人民很不满呃? =)
回程时， 不敢在驾车的时候让思绪乱跑，所以唯有想一些小故事让自己专心。哈！
身边的人、事、物总是让瓶子里的水胡乱荡漾……

故事一
A： 总是买不到中意的鞋。 你看你看~ 怎么会有这么丑的鞋?
A: 真搞不懂它的设计师在想些什么? 天啊，你怎么这样对我? 要对漂亮的鞋这么难吗?

B: 至少你要感谢天赐你一双腿，还有赐你声音抱怨。 =)

故事二
一对师徒经过一条河，一个女人正烦恼如何过河。师父于是提议让他背女人过河。徒弟在心里惊讶的一下：怎么修行之人被一个女人在身上??
顺利过河后，女人感激不尽。两师徒继续上路。到了好远好远，徒弟终于忍不住责问师父：
“师父，你总是说男女授受不亲，你怎么背那个女人?”

“在过了河过后，我就把她放下了。 可是你却一路把她放在心上到现在……”

故事三
一个少年上山请求问津。他想要问师傅到底怎样才能够放下她。师傅于是要他拿起一个茶杯。然后师傅往茶杯里倒热水，至热水满溢。热水烫到少年的手，少年于是把茶杯给放下了。

师傅：“ 瞧? 你不是把她放下了嘛? ”

原来痛了，就会学会放下~

原来世俗的眼光,是这么肤浅~

原来知足，是那么的重要~

以上的故事，好像有点……那么一点的严肃。所以再说三个笑话来平衡一下好了。=)

笑话一
有个人长得像电话。 有天在街上走下走下……
他被打了。

笑话二
一个包子过马路，被车撞。流血了……它说：
“啊！原来我是红豆包?”

笑话三
青瓜和包菜去爬山。包菜太热，于是脱衣服。脱着脱着……
它不见了~


今天也许不是美好的一天，但是或许也不是倒霉的一天。意愿足矣?
笑一笑，或许明天，下个星期，下个月又是美好的。 =)
是吗? 也许吧? =)


p/s: Talk to me so that I know what you feel, how you feel. Can I ? Cheers~ =)

First time ever ~

Well.. What I mentioned in previous post was true ! Today is really such in the hell. After I had the two day journey in heaven, today I'm going back to hell. The only point today actually is all about our DJ presentation. Reached at school as usual at 0645, and then I found out that I had left my note book at home where I write my script in. Faster go up the class and write again in a blank paper. But after that seems so weird because don't really use to it to read from that. ( Well.. Actually I had know what am I going to talk. But it just seems weird if I going in without anything ) Luckily then our Zi hui Jie borrow me her note book ( because our group people use the same note book =) wee~~) , then I re-write again in her notebook. Phew~~~

The presentation should be start on 0830 yet it only able to start from 0900. Then at first we thought that all the people will only use for only 6 minutes ? End up all the first round people use up to 15 minutes. So.. we all were waiting outside like those patient in clinic: wait being called. And we had skipped one class of EMC because of the delay. The main point is we all scared our lecturer will fight with each other. ha! This is a long story. No need to talk about it here. Anyway, end up we just skipped it.

Then every people just energetic early in the morning, then everyone just look tired and exhausted after waiting for a long time. I have another class on 1200, so I decided to go inside and HAE. Because it is so BORING waiting outside the lab. And yea.. the only happy moment for me today perhaps ? Having a lot of fun in class today because we played, drew and talked until 1300. When 1300 she ready to teach us and I left the class. HA ! The only purpose I went in is for HAE remember ? Then continue waiting outside the lab....

( It already passed 5 hours . It is 1400 )

Start starving and gastric-ing. Just don't feel to eat once I haven't done it. And the pain of knee has tortured me the whole morning ( actually is 2 days huh ? ). Mood going so down.

1500....

Finally it was my turn. Going inside and talk .. and then the time I step out. Just don't know what happened inside there just now. Just Phew for the smoothly la I think. No any uncertainty happened at least. But just add on some crap in it and try to speed up at the end found 1 or 2 second left at the end before the last song. So just pushed up the BG sound la what to do ? hmmm... And the people who examine us today was really in a very very very very black face. ( YELLING AT HIM : You are only HOT when you smile. Not with a black face !!! ) hohoho ~ Anyway he has really did a very tough job today as he need to stay inside for whole day long without eating and toilet-ing. ha! Pity him..

Then we go the other lab to export our things out then some seniors came and said :
" how long you guys want to use it ? Because we've booked it from 1500-1700 "

OU ! Cool.. Happen again the lab fighting scene. ha! We just ask her go and talk with our lecturer but not us. Who knows the most stupid and funny thing happened was she came in again and said :
" Your lecturer said talk to you all but not him "

WTF !!! What the hell problem with us ? We are not the BOSS. We need to use it because we have to export and due to the delay we can't export on the spot. So this is our fault huh ? OMG ! I can't believe this. Honestly.. That is really the trigger to piss me off today ! * try to ask myself not to get mad easily !!!! * Anyway .. at last I just done with my export and run . Because it is non of our business. Lastly just heard that their guys get what they want. Whatever..

And then ... and then.... erm... Don't know liao.. hahahah ! And then don't know how I get back home. Then only I found a little of relief. Phew~~~

First time ever :

1. Eat only after awake from 9 hours.
2. SO desperate to eat a REAL food instead of junk food.
3. Scare the 胃出血 til the max. Really don't what is in english for that term.
3. Feel that maggie is the most convenient and delicious food ever.
4. Knee pain until I hope to stop my car aside to take a break But it's rain.
5. Hate Ms.Rainy ( THIS IS REALLY THE FIRST TIME ! )
6. Jealous on those people who always being fetched by their love one.
7. Hate feeling pops in my mind to that HOT people. ( HAHA,this is funny ! )
8. An inappropriate thought appeared in my mind. ( I know this is insane but.. I just can't stop to think about it. Why ? haiz... )

Lastly : Feel so sorry to my body..

~End~

p/s: The only thing I satisfied with today is finally I able to put " way back into love" inside my DJ presentation song list. =)

Beautiful Wednesday

Yesterday which is 15th of March .. I thought that was a beautiful Tuesday because of someone and something.

Today , 16th of March even more beautiful. hahahaha.. It's all depend to me how to define a beautiful day. I bet most of the people will just feel I'm crazy and insane happy on "these" things. hahah !

1. Sleep enough for at least 8 hours.

2. Went to book fair and bought 16 books.

3. ( the most important ) Bought Grey's Anatomy season 2.HOORAY!YEAH !
- Still pending for season 1, 3, 4-

4. Washed my cloth and the Mr Sunshine showed up, didn't play hide and seek with me.

5. Cooked on my own with simple dishes. The point is delicious. ha!

6. Have a very fulfill use DAY.

7. Tomorrow will be our DJ live presentation. And I'm not stress at all because I know
"whatever will be,will be".

~End~

p/s: Glad to know you . I mean it. =)

休闲

这两天的周末日子，还真不是盖的休闲!

两天都无所事事，在家里对着四面墙。难得的是，瓶子自个儿走出房间门，去外头上网啦。

这一种，没有被课业束缚,没有时间的追逐……

只是单纯的坐在电脑面前沉思，这里按按，那里按按，读一读别人的文字，还真的是写意。
哈哈哈哈哈！

更难得的是，现在坐在这里写的文章，并不是为了他人而写，不需要咬文嚼字，瞻前顾后，只是纯粹的想要写华语字。哈！听着A-Lin的歌，她是继阿妹后瓶子觉得歌声最具张力的女歌手。听着她的歌，心情还真的是爽呆了。虽然她的歌是走悲情路线的，不过还真的影响不了瓶子现在那……那……轻松跳跃的心情。哈！ 瓶子知道这个是很烂的形容词，不过一段日子没写华文字，瓶子词穷了。哈！外提：A-Lin的寂寞不痛真的好听翻了！歌词写得帅翻了！哈哈哈~

关于寂寞，瓶子最近看着一本书,里面有一句话，取得瓶子的共鸣：

“寂寞的人，怕的不是寂寞，而是习惯了孤独”

我想，这句话应该会取得很多人的共鸣吧，尤其是单身的人。
NO OFFENSE! hahahaa...
没什么啦，纯粹想到这句话，就分享咯。

此时此刻好想看Grey's Anatomy 哦，不过要等到至少26th才有最新的。唉~等到瓶子都没气了。

p/s: 哇，没有组织的文字，还真的是乱糟糟的。自个儿看了都不习惯。哈！

Sleep...............

Sleep is the easiest action to do in world. You just need to close your eyes, and find a posture that you comfort with. For example: the very common one is lay on a bed. Or maybe you like to sleep on the table, on chair. For me, a wall will do. Ha! Can you imagine that, I really feel much more comfort when I lean against the wall and I really do fall in sleep by that way in class once! OMG! I really miss that moment because I just fall in sleep without knowing. And the time I awake is because of people clapping of the end of the presentation. Hahahha ! By the way, this only works when your lecturer is sitting behind you but not in front of you. So this is a very rare situation.

Anyway.. sleep is the easiest action to do yet also the most uncontrollable action.

You can’t force them to sleep when “THEY” don’t want.

You can’t make them sleep if “THEY” against you.

You can’t beg then to sleep if “THEY” decline to sleep.

“THEY” just the KING .

THEY control your sleep, control your emo and control your mind.

Who are “THEY” actually? I’ve no idea at all. Because I’m always be the loser for them.

“THEY” are unbeatable and uncontrollable.

Don’t even try to fight them.

Because at last you will find out that you are fighting with nothing. Ha!

p/s:Simply blow water and pour water into my bottle..hiak hiak hiakkk..

Daily Life

An article of sharing... Sharing of my daily life experience ... No big theory .. No complaining.. No judging anyone.. It's all about sharing.

Heard many times this week : "Sharing is Caring". And the time I said once in this week is when a teacher stand in front of us and said :" hey.. if you feel uncomfortable, because you feel that the people beside you is looking at your answer ..Just voice up." ( this is the time we are taking our PM midterm ) And my answer is : " hey teacher, sharing is caring what ? " =) Nice answer huh ? I guess so..

It's now Saturday night , 2316 and I'm hanging in Starbucks. Firstly is because I can't online at home this few days. Second is because I'm BORED now!!! Well, it is a beautiful Saturday night and I'm doing nothing at home whole day long. There was uncountable nap I've taken today,and uncountable lotion that I applied to my body which are so so so seldom for me. That showed how boring am I. No movies, No assignment ( Actually still have a lot.. But I just want a normal and beautiful weekend so I decide to kick them away today ) , No games , No books. Can you imagine how I pass my Saturday ? hahahaha... One words = BORED ! At night.. then I call back home and chat with my lovely sister nearly 1 hour and finally I decide to go out that room ! At least I get some fresh air outside now. Well, it's not that fresh actually,because it has been mix with the coffee bean smell. hohoh~ And then finally I know the Starbucks line is SUCKS ! I can't loaded the youtube at all, can't download Bones new episode, can't even access Facebook ? What else can I do huh?

OU... Starbucks... Yea!!! it is remembering me about something. My hot , adorable , humorous , smart lecturer. hahahaha.. He is trying to use Starbucks to make my friend betray on me ! He keep asking the people around me how old am I. Am I really look that mature or old to him huh ? Or maybe I should say : Am I really look that old to everyone ? OMG ! I really can't believe it at all ! Anyway, I feel so lucky and relieve that all my friend didn't betray on me ( some of them just don't know my age perhaps ? ). Actually now I'm wondering why don't he just spend me Starbucks then maybe I will tell him huh? hahhaha...

I'm sharing this to one of my BFF and she said: " yea.. you really look more mature among us. The most important point is : your face looks mature but your attitude is exactly a child. " WAO !!! hahahhaa... I did laugh out when I saw this comment. Anyway .. I'm still kinda of sad just because that hot lecturer still calling me "teacher". It HURTS ! T.T I don't want to be old.. Don't you think a little of weird that a lecturer calls his student "teacher" ? IT IS WEIRD !

Another thing that I wanna share is I've found that I really like gossip !!! Is this happens to all the girls? Normally I'm not the one who gossiping , but the one who listen to gossip. I feel so secure when listen to others gossip. hahhaaha ! Everyday listen to one gossip and that's enough to raise my day. hahahaha ! And start from last week only I know actually the whole class of mine is talking and sharing the same gossip but everyone just share it between them, and then when we met and discussed about it only we knew : wao ! everyone is concerning the SAME topic! hahaha.. that's is amazing man ! Honestly.. I really want to know is that real huh ? I need a person who tell me THAT is REAL instead of guessing here and there. hohoho... ANYONE ANYONE ??? I need a GOSSIP now , right away !!!! hiak hiak hiakkk...

p/s : Pray to all the victims in Japan

Done

似乎每次只有在瓶子慌的时候，瓶子才会在这里逗留。

因为除此之外，瓶子无处可去了……

所有的一切一切，让瓶子迷失了方向。

难得的一天在十二点入睡，您却让天空下起雷雨。

第一响的雷声，就把瓶子从睡中给吓醒了。
看看身旁的钟，那才不过三点而已。您到底于心何忍?

一个星期多了，到底什么时候，所有的所有才会离开？

很多事情都总是身不由己。瓶子知道那只是借口，自己给予自己的借口。
是瓶子不甘面对、不敢面对、不想面对。

瓶子怎么那么可悲，那么孤单？

绝对不要让瓶子和“那么”悲惨的人比较，因为那只会显得瓶子无病呻吟。

可以让瓶子和一般人比较吗?? 一般人的生活……仅此于一般人的生活……

I'm done with all the people I met recently.

I'm done with all of the things happened recently.

I'm done with all the habits with me recently.

I'm done with the insomnia !!!!!

I'm done with EVERYTHING!!

Can you just leave the hell me alone ? Please ?

I'm begging you God. YOU hear me ??

p/s You are not the only one who in the deep black hole. So can you stop yelling in front of me ? I'm done with it !

Emo

gosh ! Today being so so so so emo ! What happen to me ? I really don't know what's going on to me. Feeling so lost recently and today the worst ! I found nothing connected with me all around me. I'm becoming a out group people all the way ! I used to be a cool people, I hate fake smiling , I hate all of this ! But now ? Why am I acting like this !!!!! Son of bitch !

Everything around me now is just a mistake! Everything just goes seems wrong. Even now I'm blogging , I'm using English instead of Chinese !!! And I still think of should I write something like this ? Should I ?

But why would I need to pretend nothing happen and keep it for myself ? I don't deserve it ! I forget again why am I created this blog .. As a stage for me to share my story , my mood , my everything. I want to cry out as loud as I can , as I thought I can tonight but the most sad thing is I'm running out of tear !! How sad am I ?

And now I found out how stupid am I now facing a stupid com and typing out all of these.

Being a mature people , a nice people have to pay out a lot a lot.

Keep forcing myself to drink more and more water,as a Aquarius I can't be empty. But somehow,I'm still feeling exhausted in and out of my body .

I'm a failure~

Best Friend

How you guys define a best friend?

Some conversation happened between me and my friend and make me THINK really deeply about how to define a best friend.

Me: " Hey.. Are they couple ? "

( Well.. is kinda boring in the class so I need gossip to cheer up myself )

Friend A : " NONONO ! The aren't. They are just best friend. yea.. just best friend. ( 3 seconds later ) Well.. Maybe a little little of over the best friend line."

Me: " Ou.. Then how you define as best friend ? How are they over the line ? For example ? "

Friend A : " Alright.. They....... A always go to pick up B, every morning and going to breakfast or having meal together. So... "

Me : " OU !! So that's how you define a best friend. "

Then I gonna have dozen of best friend. ( eyes rolling )

Well.. I really a bit of pissed off about this answer. It is not what I expected.

Anyone of you having a GOOD answer ?

作者

在很久很久以前~~ （ 现代应该没有啥作者还会用这作为开头吧?? 哈！ ） 曾经写过最喜欢或欣赏的书籍，今天就来写个作者吧。

九把刀

没有错，瓶子要介绍的就是他没错。其实也不是介绍啦，毕竟鲜少人不懂他了吧？只不过瓶子还真的是有点~迟钝？ 不不不~后知后觉吧。 哈！

其实第一次看他的书，是经由朋友家介绍。 《楼下的房客》

她说：“ 你试下看这本书，我觉得适合你看~”

带回家后就看看咯，很惊讶自己可以当天把它看完，是欣赏自己的勇气！！里面的内容是如此的不堪、恶心、反胃！除此之外，瓶子想不到其他的读后感。当下，瓶子甚至决定封杀此人！ 外提：这一本书绝不适合孕妇或心理变态者。其一会影响胎气，其二，应该会有人效仿他的手法吧。瓶子指的是：犯案手法。

无可否认的是他是一个心思极之细腻之人。不管是内容，故事铺成都让人惊觉他的才华。其内容不但让人为之一惊，大胆细腻，甚至其实可以说那本书会让人回味无穷? 不不不~瓶子绝对不会在翻阅那本书。只不过其内容已深深刻印在海马带中，所以说，作者应该是成功了！哈~

后来回到家里翻阅书橱的书时，竟然发现瓶子寒舍中竟然有九把刀的大作《杀手系列》！！！ 真是不可置信！ 到底是何时何日瓶子买的? 竟毫无印象?? 虽然心里挣扎了一下（ 是真的一下而已，哈！ ），基于好奇心的怂恿下，瓶子还是翻阅了。不懂是否第一本的内容太惊悚且经典，瓶子并没有被这一本的内容吓到，反而更欣赏他的写作风格。

话说，这两本的共同性就是，瓶子都是在一口气下读完一本。事关九把刀总是把情节写的那么紧凑，高潮迭起，为了得知结局，就算再累都很难把它放下。俺想：这就是瓶子觉得九把刀写作能力一流的地方呗，因为它会让人“读”不释手。=)

另一个让瓶子欣赏的地方是在书的最后几页，看到他的专访，颇欣赏他的回答方式。

记： 您写的内容如此真实，是否有亲身体验还是您心里的确有这一方面的倾向?

九：你这个问题就好像在问一个爱情小说家他们是否都是纵横爱情情场高手? 很肯定答案是否定的。更何况就算一个真的情场高手也未必能写得出惊天地，泣鬼神的惊世爱情巨著。

（ 以上是凭瓶子的记忆所拟写的，所以是大约如此而已）

总结来说，除了倪匡及连亚丽，他是鲜少瓶子欣赏的作者！ （ 几米是…… 画者 ? )

p/s 瓶子绝对没有另收九把刀的推荐费，好看与否全是见仁见智

幸福的是 （ 二 ）

幸福的是 失意时能剪个不羁的头发

幸福的是 打牌是有人松章

幸福的是 睁开眼睛必有食物在桌上

幸福的是 写意地喝巧克力珍珠奶茶

幸福的是 一家人窝在一间房间看电视

幸福的是 一桌的零食任君选择

幸福的是 熬夜是为了看戏而非功课

幸福的是 晚餐总是鱼虾蟹

幸福的是 冰箱里总有消暑冷饮

幸福的是 花洒的水力及水量几乎淹了浴室

幸福的是 用电视追欧美剧集

幸福的是 家里的一切都是幸福的

幸福的是 以上皆是在斗湖的体验

p/s 唯一失落时眼镜不翼而飞！！！ T.T

2011

As usual .. As a new beggining of year 2011. As the normal rule we need to drop some words in blog.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!!!!!!

That's all ? yeap.. besides of happy , what else you ask for ? When happiness follow you , automatically the health and wealth will follow you too ~

Hohohohoh~~ Smile =)

XDDDDDDD

Happy new year to you ~

Respect

Today is Christmas. Ops.. it just pass 1200 and now is 1215.. so maybe not counted as Christmas day anymore. Well.. just let it be .

On the Christmas day , actually there is no connection between Christmas day and me as I'm not a christian and I no need rush to wake up early in the morning to church. Hahhaa.. I staying at home and having a quiet , peace christmas eve. hahah !! Totally a 平安夜~~

Come back to main point , I met my secondary school teacher on the christmas nooon. I sms ed her before and told her I'm back and send regard to her. Then only she date me out .. ahahhaa.. Until this noon I'm sitting down with her in the cafe only I know that I'm not dreaming as she always a bloody busy people until she don't even has a time to sit down quietly and enjoy a tea time. Thanks god and appreciate it for having a good time with her. The time I sit down and she said: "wao .. how come you become much prettier? "

I just can't stop laughing there and I replied :" should I say thank you then ? " Hahhaaa.. I'm excited until don't know what to respond her. Well.. I will take the praise as the best Christmas present that I received this year ! hahahhaa.. ( actually I receive twice in a day for the pretty praising as the morning I accidentally met my primary school teacher and she did praised me and said the same things! hohoho~ ) But I will take the noon praising seriously because I see the sincerity from her face , and the main point is it was spoke out from a teacher that I respected most !!! wakakaka...

Through out the conversation today , it made me more and more respect to this teacher . Well .. should I change my calling as she is actually a principal for a church school now. She did was my secondary school before but once I'm graduated then she leave the school and set up for a private school by her own. I do support her decision that time as I felt that the hard work she done for our school was not being appreciated. And now the fact prove that she is much suitable to be a principal instead of just a discipline teacher in our former school. No doubt that she still facing a lot of problems , stresses , and especially to those students but she still keep moving and just being motivate because of seeing some students have changes on their behavior or academic. Her school is mainly taking those problem student and those who kicked out from school ( maybe most of it ) , and it needs a lot of patient and determination to educate and consult them,but she did it well !

From her mouth then only I knew that Malaysia has the school that special to those problem student. For example she told me a school in Johor Bahru. This school only receive 20 students in a year and once you get in, the student cannot get out from there for at least 3 years. You have no computer inside, no Handphone with you , No gameboy and no pocket money for sure. The people in charged will keep your money and once you tell them what you need then only they buy it for you. Well.. Since it is private so you won't get any record in your XXXXX , I don't know how to say but it is as straight as a jail but you won't get a name of prisoner. The main purpose of these kind of school is to control those uncontrollable teenagers.

The words from her that made me most impressive today was:

" Last time when we found out those problems student and we decide to kick out them is not a solution . It is maybe a solution for that school but we never think about the kid's future and it is not a good solution for the kids. "

She always see the other perspective from a fact. Now you know why I'm so respecting her.
She is the one who always say tiring but she still keep moving.
She is the one who always say busy, but she still take a minute to concern a X student recent life. She is the one who always say stress but she never let herself fed up.

P/s May God bless her to live much more easier than others in the future, at least don't stress up herself too much often. hahhaha ~

Stupid

Stupid I done something really stupid + silly thing at home. Which is I knock my head to the refrigerator door. How would it happened?

ProcesS:

I opened the upstairs refrigerator door to see what to cook. And then I found chicken .. So I suddenly think that don't know wether have vegetable or not.. So i opened the downstairs one and checked.. Then when I stand up


My head knocked the upstairs door !!! HUUH!!! How can I aspect the door will auto close one worr??? And it close until halfway also.. aduh... I think with the sound bang it might be have some VO too.

VO: wakakaka... why this girl so stupid ?? (from the refrigerator)

Then a girl sit on the floor and sayang her own head. hahhaha... Even it happened yesterday but it is still as pain as XXXXX until now.. Haiz......... When only can not pain ah??

纯粹的想念

纯粹的想念，tic tae toe 浓到不行的巧克力珍珠奶茶。
纯粹的想念，Station 1 甜腻到不行的巧克力蛋糕。

纯粹的想念，夜市的Uncle Bob。
纯粹的想念，娘亲的菜圃肉碎。

纯粹的想念，高原山庄的鱼生。
纯粹的想念，龙生茶室的锅贴。

纯粹的想念，Sushi Zanmai's Sake Sushi.
纯粹的想念，Mcd's chocolate sundae.

纯粹的想念，不用愁吃啥的日子。
纯粹的想念，一家人吃饭的日子……

p/s 意外地此刻没有想起快食 ╮(╯_╰)╭

习惯

习惯……把闹钟调前半个小时响
自以为守时是美德
其实只不过给自己懒床的借口

习惯……仍是天黑的早上，去7-11买早餐
自以为过着健康的生活
其实只不过是因为想喝咖啡提神

习惯……上课的时候坐前排
自以为勤力专心上课
其实只不过因为耳聋眼朦

习惯……在人们面前大笑
自以为幽默风趣
其实只不过不想被排斥

习惯……走进书店里逛逛
自以为有书生气息
其实只不过贪恋里面的书香

习惯……走进唱片行逛逛
自以为有艺术细胞
其实只不过徘徊在港剧与日剧

习惯……在电脑打打华语字
自以为在迷恋中文
其实只不过因为自己英文差

习惯……过了十二点才睡
自以为不会浪费时间
其实只不过让自己心安

习惯……在下雨的时候倾听雨声
自以为写意浪漫
其实只不过害怕寂寞，想让雨声陪伴

习惯……空闲的时候穿越部落格
自以为是一种关心的举动
其实只不过三八没药医

习惯……在部落格的尾声加个p/s
自以为是独特风格
其实只不过想要分享心情

p/s 原来自己差点忘了自己的部落格，抱歉哦部落格

脱离

脱离部落格
似乎冷淡了部落格，回去斗湖几个礼拜，只上载了一次。
鲜有地上网看部落格，鲜少地追踪朋友的部落格。

脱离健康的生活
回到吉隆坡，很难有早睡早起的起居生活。
回到吉隆坡，很难有准时进食的饮食生活。

脱离Year one Sem one
成绩出炉前，紧张的腾腾震。
成绩出炉后，欢喜的蹦蹦跳。

[ 虽然Advertising没有拿到预想的A(连A-都没有!!!),不过瓶子尽力了。
唯有~~下个Sem和SSgroup 再努力!! ]


P/s I want you that's what I want.....

Simply updated.......

An English post as promised...

Finally .. back to lovely hometown on 29th of Sept. But until now only come to blog and updated.. But actually nothing to update as it nothing special happened besides all those relax and healthy life as usual.

The only thing is I cut my hair again .. back to the short and smart style and make me have to stand in front the mirror for at least 5 minutes early in the morning just to set it up and nice.

The only usual thing that I haven't do for coming back here one week is only pool. No more kaki that I can ask and wish to ask.

Nothing much to say in this moment besides tired and sleepy... Night...

~End~



p/s The time I say I miss you .. I mean it.

人上人

何为人上人?

谦虚、厚道、宽容、大方、礼让……这些这些都是人上人的条件吗?

错了错了，所谓的人上人，古人早有定义：吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。

呵呵呵……瓶子成为了人上人，只因为瓶子病了。被表姐强迫喝了生平觉得最名副其实的“苦”茶。 那一个苦字还真的难以形容。

喝了第一口：呸，苦到鸡皮疙瘩。

当下决定一口气喝完。

一口气喝完后：“苦”气上脑啊！！！ 还糟过吃what's up..........bi.... (hahaha... 突然来个烂gag,瓶子苦傻了)

最好笑的事：连续喝两晚。 不过事实证明：它还真的蛮有效的。至少，没有那么辛苦。哈！而且毕竟吃中药好过吃西药。

另类分享:
瓶子今天去了一间前所未有如此落魄的食铺。话说：在外头观看，冷清清的，因为里面没客人。不过因为是三点三，所以尚有情理。进去坐下，枱凳皆新。于是瓶子开口问：

"新开张不久??"

"不，三个月了.."

一阵尴尬，瓶子唯有乾笑带过并迅速拿起菜单。哇……里面的单单还真的是寥寥无几。少有的看到寿司店这么少寿司。没关系，反正都是抱着姑且一试的心态。

然后，点菜后，不可思议的来了。

瓶子头上的灯……盏下盏下……然后没事了。（事后店员还在结单是说盏灯本来不亮了，我们坐下后不久就亮了）

店里的音乐也……断……断……下……下……（而且是音乐式的，有点可怕。一直到瓶子步出店外都并无改善）瓶子奇怪的是店员耳朵是啥事?听不到吗?

再来，全店的店员只有两位。这两位就兼了收银员、寿司师傅、厨房、还有侍应……够诡异了吧??

总括来说，瓶子只有两个形容词：诡异兼落魄。
（基于人权法，瓶子不便透露店名，只不过店名又是另外一个好笑的点，私底下问瓶子吧）

特别祝贺瓶子亲爱的两位老师白头到老
（虽然不懂是好事还坏事，但愿没事）

毕

予……臉的承諾

“對著鏡子的我承諾，遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容”

是這一句話，在面子書上，讓瓶子看了不斷反復思考，直到想要把它寫在部落格。

不是嗎？現在的人似乎都是虛偽的（一而再，再而三地重複這個話題，證明瓶子多么身同感受），每天戴著面具做人，使得我們的臉孔似乎也在投訴：

“你能不能讓我們透透氣???還我們自由??”

如果我們的臉孔真的能說話，這是不是他們的臺詞呢??

看到了以上的文字，最後瓶子在面子書上回她說：

“如果是我的話，我想我會承諾：遲早的我會還這張臉真實”

不過，瓶子在想：臉孔啊，抱歉啊，或許這一世你都是我的債權人。如果可以的話，下一世我再還給你可以嗎???

你呢?? 如果是你們的話，你們想對你們的臉孔說些什麽??

生气

有一个小男孩脾气很坏。

父亲给了他一袋钉子，并告诉他说：“以后你每次生气发怒的时候，就用锤子把一颗钉子敲到院子的围墙上去。”

第一天，小男孩敲了26颗钉子。

在以后几个星期中，男孩努力控制自己的脾气，他每天在围墙上敲的钉子就越来越少了。

不久，男孩发现，控制自己的脾气 比敲钉子还容易。终于有一天，男孩一次脾气也没有发。

他自豪地告诉父亲：“我终于学会控制自己的怒气了。”

父亲很高兴然后告诉儿子：“此后，如果你一天不发脾 气，就到围墙那里拔出一棵钉子。”

许多天之后，男孩又骄傲的向父亲宣布，他终于把自己以前在围墙上敲的钉子全拔干净了。

父亲说：“儿子，你学会不发脾气了，做得很好，我为你骄傲。但你看看，在围墙上留下你敲钉子时留下的洞眼，围墙再也不是从前的围墙了。这就像你生气时说话伤人一样，气话也会留下伤痕，就像这些钉子留下来的洞眼。尽管之后你不断的道歉，但留在别人心灵的伤疤却不能磨灭。”

有时，气话所造成的伤痛是最坏的一种。我们总是不停地道歉，告诉对方，气话伤害了他们，我们为此后悔，这是对的。但是，如果我们学会控制自己的脾气，不发火，我们的家人和朋友就会愉快的多。想一想，如果这样，我们的生活将会是多么平静和快乐。

伤痕，虽然会康复；但是痕迹却是在所难免的。

在朋友间，最近因为子菲姐的影响，凡事我们不开心或是有些在意的时候，我们都会说：“生气!!”当然，是开玩笑方式的说。然后旁边的人就会 说：“LIKE!!” 这个是我们最近盛行的游戏。当然，这只是一个游戏。平常人可不要效仿!!虽然没有恶意的说，但是或许有时真的得罪人了都不知道。有些人大喇喇的,却有些人是很敏感，我们永远不能够探测别人的内心世界。

刚刚阅读了一个朋友的部落格，她说发脾气的这一个行为，是短暂的发疯。的确，瓶子认同这句话。发疯的人总是不能让脑袋儿好好运作。生气的人身上往往犹如刺猬似的，把身上的刺随便的向身边的人发射。所以，生气了，不妨静一静……尝试让自己每说一句话都多思考三秒钟。这三秒钟往往……可以避免很多不开心的事。

”一百“大作

恭喜恭喜……瓶子的部落格终于步入了第一百篇了。这还真的是一件可喜可贺的事呢……不知不觉，原来已经第一百篇了。如果真的要出书了，那……这一个部落格 里的文章应该就足够了吧?其实现在的瓶子好累好累，小腿好疼好疼，可是瓶子坚持把电脑打开，选择更新部落格。因为今天瓶子还蛮感触的。

今天和冰箱君去逛逛，结果她先走，留下瓶子独自一人（够感触了吧??）哈！！然后，瓶子就独自闲逛，逛进了Speedy and MPH。瓶子足足站了两个小时，各自在这两间店站了一个小时（这就是现在瓶子小腿疼痛的原因吗??）。这一生人当中，瓶子最受不了诱惑的就是书本与光碟了。

书本，是陶冶性情的轨道。这是瓶子一直所相信的。所以，瓶子才会有一个愿望，希望有朝一日瓶子能够出版自己的书籍，摆放在书架上出售。曾经，一个朋友听了 后，就说：“你要出版还不简单，只要你写了出来，订成一本书，就可以放在书架上了啊，不过有没有人买就是另外一回事了。”哈哈哈哈……看着这篇东东的你们 是不是也在笑呢??而瓶子，却是在无奈。或许，这是个玩笑，也是个建议。但对瓶子来说，这无疑是一个把瓶子梦想所糟蹋的一句话。大多数的瓶子是使用玻璃所 制作的，所以都是脆弱的。碎了以后，还可能会割伤自己和别人。所以，瓶子为了兑现这一个梦想，瓶子还是坚持写部落格，坚持让自己相信，或许有那么一天能够 做到的一个信念。这是瓶子其中一个维持写部落格的动力。

好了，回来今天的行程。在MPH，瓶子意外地看上了一本英文书。其实为了让自己英文进步，看书就是其中一项方法。很可惜的，这一本书还真的是好贵哦，小小 一本书，竟然价值马币三十多零吉，实在让瓶子买不下手（尤其是在瓶子逛完Speedy 大出血后）。可是不要紧，瓶子告诉自己，下一次，下一次！！！瓶子一定会把这本书买回家慢慢看，而不需要站在同一个书架前一动不动的，一直阅读同一本书。 哈！！ 另外一本让瓶子心动的（过去让它过去，来不及，从头喜欢你，白云缠绕着蓝天）……哈！不好意思哦，瓶子突然想开嗓唱歌，吓到各位还真不还意思，习惯就好习 惯就好。嘻嘻……╮(╯▽╰)╭ 言归正传，另一本心动的书是张小娴的最新作品。曾经，瓶子听闻张小娴的书多适合女性阅读，所以瓶子也曾经买了一本（一百零一本）她的书，不过那时候买的并 不是因为她的名声，而是因为书名：收不起的思念。也的确的，这一本书并没有让瓶子失望，还挺好看的。所以，对于这一本最新出版散文式，瓶子有多浪费了半个 小时站在它面前。最后最后，瓶子还是因为在Speedy的心痛，所以没有买它回家啦。唉……………… 又是那么一个遗憾。书本的诱惑真的太大了！！（摧心肝摧心肝-ing）T.T

好吧，再次重申，恭喜瓶子完成一百大作。虽然这一片并不是什么动人的，没有深沉意思的，也没有一看再看的冲动的，可是却是瓶子牺牲瓶子睡眠的时间，用 “心”写出来的。（而且因为第一次写的时候，不懂什么问题，最后竟给老娘出乱码，害的老娘得重新一粒一粒字再呕回出来。）抱歉如果您觉得瓶子粗俗，毕竟这 还真的挺让人生气的。在这节骨眼的时候，瓶子累透了的时候，好像在考验瓶子的耐性似的。唉……如果你觉得粗俗的话，就自动登出消失于本刊吧。毕竟，瓶子的 文章是写给有心人、有情人、和知心人的……

-毕-

母女间的对话

晚上十点二十二分,

娘 ：你等下要做么？

瓶子：准备睡觉咯……

娘 ：然后做么？？

瓶子：睡觉咯，然后还有什么？

（沉默一下……）

瓶子：睡觉起身嘛新的一天咯……

（再度沉默……）

瓶子：哦，我知道了，我发梦咯，然后发梦到中万字票……

娘 ：真的啊？什么字？

瓶子：讲吧了啦，酱你都信？哈哈哈哈哈……

（爆笑不停……）

娘 ：哼！你这个王八蛋！

瓶子：蛤？我王八蛋？酱你是什么？

娘 ：我？我…………我炒鸡蛋。

（再度爆笑不停……）

娘 ：我炒鸡蛋你吃。

瓶子：好啊，你寄过来给我啦……^^

娘 ：（………………）

瓶子：好啦，你早点睡啦。明天早上我再打给你。

娘 ：明天早上？不用咯，我不得空哦，我要去 bla bla bla bla bla bla......

瓶子：好咯好咯，我不打给你咯……

（沉思中……）

瓶子：酱你得空再打给我啦…………………………（很长的尾音）

娘 ：好啦好啦，将我得空先才打给你啦。

（心里在淌血……(╯﹏╰）还以为娘亲回答我：不会啦不会啦，哪里敢忘记你。）

瓶子：好啦，good night la................................... （再度长长的尾音）

娘 ：嗯……ok la... Good night...

（goodbye kiss... muaksss..... 幸好还有goodbye kiss，不然心里一定不平衡了!!! ╮(╯_╰)╭）

-毕-

挥手~~~

不知不觉的……原来瓶子又忽略了瓶子的部落格两个星期多了。原来时间真的不知不觉地在流逝……

凌晨三点半，瓶子终于在这两个星期期间，有了这么一个空档的时间帮部落格挥一挥，扫一扫尘埃。今晚并没有很特别的原因待至这个时间，也已经好久没有让自己放肆地做个夜猫子。今晚……破例了。不懂是因为在十一时多瓶子喝了杯咖啡，还是因为明天要为我们的broadcasting video呈堂(其实也只是播放我们制作的影片，也无需什么讲话，或许是在期待别人的反应?)，还是老天爷也想要制造着一个时段让瓶子来更新……呵……每次都把老天爷拖下水，好像很不应该，不过瓶子相信冥冥中自有主宰，一切都是注定的。

瓶子最近阅读到一则新闻：一对兄妹在高速公路上被撞死。为什么印象深刻? 因为这个就是一个老天爷好想冥冥中安排的事件，一副是福不是祸，是祸躲不过的样子……事发过程：妹妹与其男朋友前往槟城，途中撞上栏杆。男朋友右脚断了，救护车把男朋友送往医院治疗，留着妹妹一个人在车祸现场。警察只是吩咐妹妹把车开往紧急通道后就离开了。妹妹只好打电话予哥哥求救。期间，妹妹有打电话给爸爸告诉发生车祸。爸爸千吩咐万吩咐女儿把贵重东西拿走，就离开现场。可是女儿却说因为现场太多人围观，担心有人趁火打劫，所以坚持把行李都收走。爸爸似乎心有灵感，因为不放心，结果一直打电话给女儿，以确保女儿的安全。到后来女儿不耐烦了，结果告诉爸爸电话快没电了，还要时刻联络哥哥，所以叫爸爸别再打电话来了。哥哥到达现场后，两兄妹开始搬运行李。结果就在这时一架罗里从后撞向这两兄妹。就这样，两兄妹一命呜呼……

凑巧的事就是这样：救护车只载走一个人；警察不加理会，留下一个女生；拖车的人迟迟未到；妹妹呼叫哥哥到案发现场；爸爸劝说无效，女儿坚持己见……就这样让这两兄妹似乎命中注定的被死神召唤。就算现在做父亲的想要提出告诉，告警察、救护车、拖车公司……就算事成了那又怎样，他始终失去了两个孩子。他今年六十岁，他说：“要是我能活到八十岁，那我还有二十年的不快乐的日子，因为我的快乐，都被这两个孩子一并拿走了……”

写这篇故事的意义，没啥意思，只不过突发奇想，这么巧说到冥冥中，这么巧看到这篇新闻，这么巧此时此刻这篇新闻出现在脑海。

嗯……故事说完了，说回瓶子最近的事吧……最值得高兴的是：大部分的Assignment都做完了（其实仔细想想也不过是做完了三份?? 还有好多还在后头呢……那怎么我们那组人全部这么开心?? (ˇˍˇ） 想～）。好吧，应该是因为有两个还蛮重要的，而且我们放了很多心思的完成了，所以才有那么大的成就感。一个是我们的杂志，还有一个是我们的AIDS Video。真的是前所未有的成就感，虽然有缺陷，虽然有批评，但是瓶子还是觉得我们那一组是最棒的!!! ╭(╯^╰)╮ 现在的瓶子终于明白，一本书，一本电影的幕后制作是多么的辛苦。真的是台下十年功，台上五分钟。哈！！╮(╯▽╰)╭

不知不觉，原来又这么长了……嗯……下次见了……（挥手挥手）

-毕-

Nothing....

Feel to blog.. But nothing to blog.. Sorry guys.. Can just let me type few words??

Feeling to type... but keep on type nothing...

How are you recently?? Miss you a lot...

╮(╯_╰)╭

周末

难得的周末来了……那个兴奋雀跃的感觉真的是去到最顶点了!!! 再加上现在下着雨，凉凉的风吹过来，是在很难不感叹一番。 一个人在mamak吃饭，上网，还有更新部落格，还有听着雨的点滴声。
没有比以前更期待周末的感觉了。以前就算上学的时候，总是觉得周末只不过是一个不用上课的日子，可以四处逛的日子。现在的周末，是需要彻底在家里休息的日子。现在拿的这一个科目，是不是要往外跑，需要的是精神和体力。每天的早出晚归，睡眠时间又不超过六个小时。一下子这样的转变，说不辛苦是假的。不过，辛苦还是有那么一点点值得及满足的。终于，我们的往外爬都七七八八完成了，剩下的可以说都是一些事后编辑的东西，比如说剪接和报告。
在昨天（星期五），我们去了一个爱滋病治疗中心 PT Foundation 做一些采访。老天爷似乎很兴奋与开心，所以一整天都露出它那灿烂的笑容。结果，我们从一个地点走到另一个地点（因为迷路了），它也不留情的献出它那满满的热情，把我们的水分不断蒸发。哈！我只能感慨地说：所幸昨天的我没有生病，不然绝对挨不住那漫长的路程。做完访问后，确定能回去的时候，我的心真的是打从心底感谢老天爷，感谢所有的人，尤其是我们那一组AWESOME的组员。 Krendy 和我都在大声呼喊：啊！！周末来了啦！！！回去要好好睡觉！！！！！！ 哈！

现在的我只想说：周末！！！ 你真的太棒了！！！！

外加： 以前的我超讨厌喝黑咖啡的。可是现在，每天都需要足够的精神。（虽然瓶子觉得生理上并不是那么的有效，不过好像还是有那么一点影响到心理）结果竟然让我不由自主的选了黑咖啡为我的早餐，真的是可悲咯。

习惯的夜晚

　生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。
　　于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了。
　　
生命中，不断地有得到和失落。
于是，看不见的，看见 了；遗忘的，记住了。

然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在?
记住的，是不是永远不会消失?

在听着Yiruma 钢琴大师的曲子时，突然惊觉旁边竟然附有歌词。而且还是那么有意思的一段词。细细品味这一段词，你会发现这里面好像很玄很复杂，可是仔细想想后，原来人生不就是这样?

该记住的，人们总是遗忘；该遗忘的，回忆却又总是不放过。 好多好多想要把它回忆起的事，可是总是觉得模糊；那些想要遗忘的，却又整天在脑海盘旋。人类脑袋里的海马体是存心和人类过不去是吗? 怎么总是于我们的思想对着干? 好像染上老人痴呆似的，对以往的事历历在目；对于两三分钟前所发生的却忘得理所当然。

前几天看了一本书，她说：人的一生本来就有两亿：是回忆和失忆。我想，这就是所谓的记得和不记得吧。 你瞧，她写的形容的包装的多么精致，好让人动些脑筋想想背后的意义。再看了Yiruma的词，我想我才了解到底什么是回忆和失忆。

这个是我最后得到的结论：

好多的东西不必刻意去记得，
因为有一天，它自然而然就会烙印在你的海马带；
好多的东西不必刻意去遗忘，
因为有一天，你会发现它已经烙印在你的海马带。

不管喜欢与否，在意与否，想要与否，凡事不必太介意，太介怀，因为到头来也不过是红尘浮云~ 哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

至于今晚的标题，是因为瓶子原来还是习惯在这样的夜晚，敲打着键盘。 两天的夜睡，导致今天也习惯的睡不着了。或许这也是证明瓶子始终是属于这平静的夜晚的。

以下是补偿其他的亲爱的而写的，人类就是爱嫉妒。╮(╯_╰)╭唉，你们又何必太计较呢? 不过是浮云啊，浮云啊~~~哈哈哈哈~~~

黄培筠姐姐：寿司别吃那么多啦，咸鱼青菜才是最好吃的~
蔡昔静妹妹：别再贬低我啦，同年同月同日生的你我是共同体也~~
邱六月同学：不要每次催我更新部落格，你的看起来也蛮多尘的啊~~~ ╮(╯▽╰)╭
吴启媛同学：你的损人功力太深厚了啦，连我的甘拜下风，收敛一点吧~~~~╭(╯^╰)╮

黄培宜瓶子：早点睡觉，早点起身，勤力更新，专心上课吧~╮(╯▽╰)╭ 呵呵呵~~

改变

改变一，今天瓶子又为了部落格做了少少的改变。这一次的改变，是目前为止瓶子最满意的。一个平静、宝蓝色的海作为背景再伴随着Yiruma钢琴师的音乐。 瓶子要的就是这一种平静的感觉。在部落格里，总是能得到的平静。在不久的之前，瓶子的一个朋友说部落格里的音乐好像不大适合，因为总觉得带着悲伤。而瓶子想要的是带来欢乐。后来，瓶子告诉她，瓶子追求的是平静的感觉。每一个人阅读部落格的时候都有不同的原因。除了关心及保持联系的原因外，还有一个原因就是寻找平静吧。阅读，无疑是最佳的嗜好。它不但能让你保持幻想空间，也是一个能让你静下心来好好思考的地方。由于现代科技的发达，很多人都不乐于拿着一本书在阅读了。反之都是在阅读部落格或者是网上的一些文章。不过，瓶子还是喜欢翻书的乐趣。^^

所以，瓶子坚持为自己的部落格打造一个平静的平台，好让阅读的人也能够好好放松一下。今天，瓶子终于做到了。瓶子终于为俺的部落格，找到一个属于它的地方。

改变二，瓶子终于用回中文字写部落格了。这也是这几个星期的转变吧。也可能是此景、此时、此音乐让瓶子不由自主地回想起用中文字的乐趣。抛开历史文学，中文还是那么美丽的。哈！

其他的改变吗?? 其实瓶子真的觉得有好多好多的改变，只不过……一切都是那么的顺其自然。 也许这就是成长?? ^^

接下来就说说最近的事好了。瓶子又找到了懂得环保的老师。其中一个也是自己带饭盒，另外一个一直吩咐学生别把报纸丢掉，要收好方便再环保。哈！每个人都懂的环保，可是能做的到的还真的是寥寥无几。瓶子也在努力中，希望其他人（也就是你们啦，别两头望望啦）也尽力而为啦。

好多好多东西在脑袋其实想写，可是听着听着歌，又忘了。或许也是心里平静了……只是想好好闭上眼睛，好好休息。哈！

对了，最后的最后想对瓶子的朋友说几句话：

张佩雯同学： 你睡着了吗?? 呵呵呵~~ 晚安咯~~
吴欣欣同学： 你到底买了机票没有啊？ 出入小心哦~~
邬中婷同学： 足球别看那么多啦，要早点休息哦~~
叶丽虹同学： 凡事别太操劳咯，要适时休息。也不要每天解雇别人哦~~

黄子菲同学： 今天你牛一，开开心心，这段时间辛苦你了，叫阿谁好好对你哦，不然我们帮你揍他！！ 生日快乐啦！！！！！

~毕~

Another new Experience

Should be updated by yesterday. But the worm is keep run and here..So until now only I possible to update la. hahahaha...

This week is a busy week. All the assignment do it in this week,really a bloody week. Yesterday is where the day we need to do our survey in Mid Valley. Our target audience is MOTHERS!!! Guess what, we meet a lot of foreign people : Korean , China and Sweden. The sweden one is the most funniest. Because the mothers is correcting us the grammar in survey form. Oh gosh,how shame is it?? hahahhaa... not really la.. But feel she really geng chao because she find it the small small mistakes. wakakka....

At the first.. I really don't know hot to spot on the mothers. Many people we think suppose is mother,but she is alone and we not dare to go and ask: hey,are you a mother?? hahahha.. If not then how we end the conversation? "Oh.. you are not a mother ah? then we dont need already,thank you ah..."??? Hahahaha... So finally,we only target the mother who bring along their baby or child.

Most of the people are telling us: “I'm sorry....”“In hurry”“In rush”and many of us also just say a word which is “NO”!!! hahaha.. SEE!! how hard is it to giving people survey form. After the survey,I just feel my leg is not belong to us and I tell myself,next time when I see people doing survey form. I will sure go towards them and say:"COME!! I help you to do!!!!" hahaha..

Another thing happen is before we go to Midvalley, we ride bus. Usually only metro 99 or rapid U85 able to go Midvalley. But what happened yesterday is we ride metro 12~~~ hahaha.. the bus driver is too flexible. He see us have 9 people waiting in the bus stop and then he ask us where to go , then we say Midvalley then he say okay!! Come!! Oh my god.. He skip the original way where he should be pass by. Until make the next coming customer so unconvinient. Haiz.. make me feel so guilty when seeing people go down from the car because didn't pass by the station they want to go. Haiz.. No more next time ya bus driver. Think about others la!!

Tomorrow will be going to the UM hospital. Another brand new experience,hope that no more uncertainty happen and everything go well!!!

Happy day

Yea yea yea... Today (well,actually now is the midnight of a brand new day,but forget about it.) is Monday and is the first day i came back to the PJ UTAR campus and get the first lecture and tutorial class. Well well well.. The only thing I want to say is : "I FEEL GOOD!!!!" YES!!! No more the feeling of stress, pressure, tension ... All is gone from me!!! HOORAY!!! Say congrate to me bahx guys... WuhoooOO~~~

Yeap!! I'm taking broadcasting now. Although it is a subject that I don't think to take before,but I know that I will not be regret. Hahahaa.. I think today is a good day because i saw back all my best buddy is UTAR and get in a same class. WAO.. and the environment in the class is just good. And the main point I think is today lecture teacher is just a good teacher and I learn quite many things. And her English is pro and her sounds is also nice and of cause she has the sense of humor. Wakaakaka...

Today I learn a quite special thing from her (I think la...). That is the different of Mr,Mrs,Miss, and Ms. Alright,all of us know that Mr is for male. And Mrs is for the female who have married and Miss is for the female who haven't married right?? So... how about the Ms??? At first I thought that Ms is just the short form of Miss. But now i know that I'm wrong man!!! hahaha... It has a quite funny history. Now.. this what is she told us: A long long long time ago... (yea... I just start laugh when she just start with this sentence. It is just funny right?? ), Mr is for all the male and we don't know whether the male is marry or not. So why female we need to let them know about our status either is married or unmarried?? So, a smart people is create a Ms to all the female. No matter you are married or unmarried, you can just use this "Ms". hahahhaa... yea.. It's interesting right??

Alright.... Ms Wendy is going to log off la.. to be continued for other funny and good things!! Stay tuned!!!

Just for update...

It's seems I've been a long time didn't update for my blog. This time, really didn't any feeling to write anything. It is just because don't have a such good mood to write. Blogging, for me, is a sweet thing and also a way to keep memory. But this few days it doesn't seems good to me. So.... is dusty here.

A very big changes of me is I'm finally reach Kampar. The first day I reach the feeling I have is just : disgusting. Don't ask me why and how. Is just a feeling. Everything here seems good. But just the feeling is weird. Something that tell me I shouldn't be here. I'm will not suit here.I'm also not sure whether is it because of I'm sick? Or is it too much pressure when I'm just think of I need to study Chinese at here for 3 years!!! 3 years maybe is not just a long time,but it also not consider as a short time. And finally, I've make a decision which is change my course. Yeap, I change to broadcast. A subject that is much easier than Chinese. Chinese is giving me too much of pressure until this moment I'm using English instead of Chinese for blogging. What a funny joke.

Well... Now I've summited the form for course transfer. The only thing I can do at this moment is WAIT. WAIT for the utar management giving me the response. I'm waiting.. Just hope that I can have the feeling of release after I get the response and everything can settle down as soon as possible. I hate this kind of feeling!!! Doing nothing and keep thinking....................... >.<''''

排名

登登登登~~~~~ 要排名啦。為了什麼而排名? 爲了瓶子最愛最愛的戲劇啊!!!! 在這一兩年中，深受一個死黨兼損友的人影響，除了香港劇之外，瓶子也在看日本劇了（不過這一個還是在很挑選性的選擇!! ）。所以今天就來個大排名啦……

港劇 前十五 （排名不分先後）- 分先後我應該會幾天幾夜睡不著，因為太困難了!!!!

1. 妙手仁心 1、2、3、天涯俠醫
2. 烈火雄心1
3. 陀槍師姐1、2、3、4
4. 我和僵尸有個約會1、2、3
5. 法證先鋒1、2、洗冤錄1、2
6. 突圍行動、談判專家、原來愛上賊
7. 布衣神相
8. 學警雄心、學警出更
9. 天幕下的戀人、最美麗的第七天
10. 飛短留長父子兵
11. 匯通天下、楚霸驕雄
12. 覆雨翻雲、大唐雙龍傳
13. 女人唔易做
14. 識法代言人
15. 洛神

其實，這裡都不止十五部，不過算不錯的咯被我選中的。證明瓶子真的真的很喜歡這一些戲，並且滾瓜爛熟，翻看了N次。而且這裡還把同類型的，或是同個演員演的放在一起。哈哈哈哈哈…… 再仔細一點就會發現，十之八九原來都是制服有關的戲，又或者是說和專業有關。哈哈哈……證明我喜歡這一方面的戲啦。嘻嘻嘻……

好啦，說完我的最愛香港。來一來日本的啦……

1. Code Blue （醫生）
2. Rescue （消防拯救隊）
3. Attention Please （空姐）
4. Boss （警察）

最愛的只有這幾套吧，瓶子也應該只有看著幾套??? 哈哈哈哈……你瞧，又是離不開專業的!!! 哈哈哈…… 註定的咯。

再來再來綜藝掛的：

1. 康熙來了
2. 康熙來了
3. 康熙來了
4. 康熙來了
5. Cartoon KAT-TUN (日本綜藝節目)

沒錯啦，除了康熙來了，還是康熙來了。因為康熙實在太好看啦!!!!!每一天都要開一開來看看，笑一笑，世界更美妙。哈哈哈哈!!!!! 這麼好看的節目，要是那一天停播，沒有了它，瓶子該怎麼辦呢??? 不!!!!!! 康熙會一直播下去的!!!! 哈哈哈哈……

康熙萬歲!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 港劇萬歲!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 日劇萬歲!!!!